“Beauty begins the moment you decide to be yourself” – Coco Chanel


A bonsai called David

Yesterday, after 51 days, I was once again discharged from hospital- even though everyone was resigned to the fact I’m not at all ready for it (my mood hits the lowest lows these days and I’m still struggling with my eating disorder) they still all agreed I needed to be at home the present moment.

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‘I was interested in everything and committed to nothing.’ – Gregory David Roberts

Eating Disorders Inc

Today is week 3, day 3 of this admission and this time I haven’t stepped foot out of the hospital doors. It’s even looking like it may be a little while more before that happens. I’m not “medically stable” enough, the treatment team are saying, even if I was mentally okay (which if I’m honest with myself, I’m not.) Because, if you can believe it, they are talking chronic starvation. Read More


“I am stronger than I feel; I am stronger than they think.” (Tiwa)


“You need a little bit of insanity to do great things.” – Henry Rollins