Today, I’m struggling really hard. I don’t know why, but I just can’t get it together. My thoughts are intrusive, I feel physically sick and I just don’t know what to do. I’m listening to my mum talk to her friends and I just wish I was with my friends. But at the same time I don’t want to leave the house. The comedy club that feels like a second home to me (check them out @ SDCC) is having a 25th anniversary gig this weekend and I need to ring and book but I just can’t bring myself to pick up the phone.

Dad took me for a drive, I’m finally getting time to sort out how to use a polaroid camera I was given at christmas last year! So I’m getting out there and testing it out. One out of three came out okay! That’s a start haha. I took a photo of my iced americano, which was so good, and it was nice to have it on the water at Jacobs Well.

EDIT 4:28 PM: Actually called the SDCC and am going. Screw you anxiety.